My Place

I'M @ PLACE IN MY LIFE RIGHT WHERE I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS COMING FULL CIRCLE. I DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO INSERT MYSELF INTO A SOCKET I DON'T BELONG IN. THIS IS THE 1ST TIME IN AWHILE WHERE I'M COMFORTABLE IN MY SHOES. I DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO IMPRESS ANYONE, I DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO TRY AND BE SOMETHING I'M NOT, I LOVE BEING A WIERD MISFIT IN SOCIETY. I'M NOT PIOUS. I'M NOT CLEAN CUT, I'M NOT A THUG, I'M NOT A LADIES MAN, I AM TERRELL. THE WIERD, LAZY TONGUED COKE LOVING, VODKA LOVING, NON-MEAT EATING, WEED LOVING, WOMEN LOVING, MUSIC LOVING, PEANUT HEADED, TALKATIVE, POETIC LAZY BASTARD. I LOVE NIKE'S AND I HATE BUTTONS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S CRITICISMS. IF I WANT SOMETHING(OR SOMEONE) I AM GOING TO GO GET IT, AND NOTHING CAN IMPEAD! I DON'T NEED THE SPOTLIGHT AND I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO LIKE ME, JUST RESPECT AND ME AND GIVE ME THE CREDIT I DESERVE FOR THE SHIT I DO! YOU CANNOT HURT MY FEELINGS OR SURPRISE ME, I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE SAME SHIT THAT YOU CARE ABOUT!! THE EARTH IS A PLATFORM THAT THE MASTERPIECE OF MY LIFE IS CREATED ON. I HAVE A LOVELY GRANDMOTHER WHOM I LOVE, A CRAZY DOG WHOM I LOVE,  AND A BUNCH OF OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WHO I ADMIT I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT. I HAVE A NICE YOUNG LADY WHO I LOVE! I HAVE FRIENDS WHO I FEEL COMPLIMENT ME WELL! I LOVE PORN! I LOVE TO SIT IN THE DARK AND LET MY MIND WANDER! I LOVE MYSELF! I STEP OUT OF MY SHOES SOMETIMES AND REALIZE WHAT I USED TO BE AND AND RECOGNIZE WHAT I AM! I HAVE COME SUCH A LONG WAY! WHEN I DIE, IF I DIE DON'T CRY! DON'T SOB! LAUGH AS I WOULD'VE, SMILE, PUT UP PIECE SIGNS, PUT MY IPOD ON SHUFFLE AND JAM! I AM SIMPLY TAKING THE NEXT STEP UP THE CRYSTAL STAIRS.

 I=P.E.A.C.E!